(Shall we go?)
4 weeks ago, I left Colorado.
27 days ago, I met my team (minus Wes).
26 days ago, I arrived in Beijing.
25 days ago, our team was finally all together!
3 days ago, we finished our training courses, feeling like the past three weeks had been a blur.
1 day ago, we met the Harbin city team and heard their stories about the city.
Today we had our final Beijing meal at Fanny’s (our loving name for the place across the street, run by a woman who makes excellent food and always wears her fanny pack). After dinner, we bought fruit from Dan’s friend who insisted on giving us many grapes (in addition to our apples and bananas) and tried to refuse payment. He is delightful and if ever I am in this part of Beijing again, I will buy all my fruit from him.
Tomorrow, we…
· leave for the train station at 5am (yes, I should be in bed right now, I know),
· meet our FAO (Foreign Affairs Official),
· ride for many hours on a train,
· unpack and clean,
· shop,
· [insert unknown evening activities that will hopefully involve food],
· and sleep in our beds, in our new apartments.
After 5am tomorrow, I am blazing ahead into the unknown. I have been to Beijing before, I have done life in close proximity with likeminded teammates, I have spent a month in hotels in Asia, I have gone through academic courses… But I have little concept for what tomorrow looks like, much less the rest of the week, month, and year.
But it’s here, and I’m as ready as I ever will be. Though I’m scared, I’m excited, and though I don’t really know what I’m doing, I believe what James wrote, that when I lack wisdom, I can ask my Father who gives to all generously and without reproach, and it will be given to me. I find this very comforting as I walk forward into a new job in a new city in a foreign culture.